I feel so overwhelmed by everything around me. My boyfriend ignores me when he’s got better things to do, my family treats me like shit, and the few friends I have left are too busy to spend time with me. Between job hunting and taking care of everyone around the house, I have no time for myself and no time to focus on my relationship. He’s going to break up with me. I just know it. It’s just a matter of time before I say the wrong thing again and he leaves.
I can’t stand it. I feel like I’m under so much pressure and no one wants to help me. Everyone expects me to take care of myself and do everything on my own. I can’t handle it. I just wish it would all stop.